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Danger Zone

Danger Zone

Erase these thoughts
Banish these thoughts
Because they…
Are no good for me
Temptation is haunting me
Making it hard for me to be around you
You’re untouchable
And you need to remain that way…
Because if I were to touch
I’m sure it would change everything
Your beauty becomes more mesmerizing
Every time that I look at you
When I feel our eyes are about to connect
I force myself
To look away
God forbid
I actually look into your eyes
I don’t know what will happen
The passion that may come over me.
I want you…
And I feel
The only way to do away with these feelings
These urges…
Is to have you!
But there’s a possibility that
I’ll never be able to
Dismiss you…
Is this
Self-destruction?
I want to believe your feeling the same way
But either way
The situation is flawed
All because we have a mutual friend

© 2012 Craig Watson

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Torture

Torture

What you and I have
Is torture
It’s beautiful
But tearing me apart
I need you completely
Not just on occasion
I want to be exclusively yours
Not just a convenience
This is a nightmare
I’m either deeply in love
Or deeply depressed
Because I want u near
And you’re nowhere in sight
This isn’t healthy
This can’t be life!
Run away with me
Jazz filled nights
Star lit skies
Spoken word
Flows from my Lips
As if I was destined to be heard
Not a nerve in sight
Because my sight
Is consumed by you
My natural high!
The most wonderful
The most beautiful
Quite the vision
I’m in love
Nothing exist
In your presence
Nothing matters
Only you!
You’re amazing
Your touch
Calms my storm
You are the peace
Within my nightmare

© 2012 Craig Watson

Unhappy

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Unhappy

 
She’s chasing perfection 
And she already obtains it
Why?
Self happiness…
Diminished 

© 2012 Craig Watson

A Haiku #2

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A Haiku #2

I said a prayer
That I know hasn’t been heard
Unforgivable

© 2012 Craig Watson

Mirror

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Mirror
 
When I look into my eyes
I don’t see the person
I once use to see
The old me
Is fading away
My personality…
Made a 360
For as long as I can remember
My actions
My motives
Were always to deceive
To release
Sometimes
 I would
Force myself to cry
Off of people’s
 HURT
I would feed
Later asking myself
Why ?
Why am I the way that I am
The things that I say
The things that I do
Qualities over all
I wish I never knew
Now
 I just face it
I’m emotionally fucked…
Somewhere in my train of thought
There’s a disconnect
A lifeless line
That doesn’t feel
That doesn’t see
What’s become of me
Lifeless
Beauty all around me
But an unknown pain
Stops it all
I don’t want to be bothered by anything
An emotional flaw
Unsure of where the depressant lies
What unclear experiences have happened
In my lifetime
 

© 2012 Craig Watson

Their Eyes

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Their Eyes

In the darkest corners of my mind
There are parts of me…
Kneeling with my arms hugging my knees
Afraid!
Of challenges to come!
Showing emotion towards the fear
Is impossible
Because then…
That same fear
Will spark in them…
My children!
Boldness
Courage
Enthusiasm
Shine from my character around them.
My presence brings
Security
Love
Joyfulness…
Because as I look around….
Smiles have left many faces of the young.
And the more that my children are around them
The mannerisms of their peers
Can possibly become them!
But hopefully…
The dominance of my character
Is radiant in their eyes.
Helping them…
Fight battles
That I can’t possibly imagine
Battles that…
Will attempt to corrode the foundation I’m laying…
Seeking its demise!
And even when the darkness
In the darkest corners of my mind
Become pitch black
When you look into my children’s eyes
I hope u see…
The reflection of ME…
Their Father!

© 2012 Craig Watson

Insensitive Me

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Insensitive Me

I never knew
I had the ability
To crush you with my words
It seems
I have undermined your feelings
For the last time
Because once again
You’ve said that you’re through.
Sometimes
I have no idea where my mind wanders off to
Something tends to take me away
And I shut everything out.
Thinking of only myself.
But a slap…
Quickly brings me back to reality.
You’ve upset yourself
More than I am…
Of this unexpected reality check.
Why do you waste your tears on me
Why do you care about me
It’s so easy to see
That I’m not worth your time
You deserve better than me
Because only a fool
Would not try to please you
When it’s only the simple things
That you ask…
Time!
And me…
The fool….
Let it get the best of me
I love you
I adore you
I just have a habit
Of speaking
Without considering
Your feelings and thoughts
A horrible trait

© 2012 Craig Watson