Outcast

Outcast

You of all people
Judged me before I had the chance to explain
It hurts.
You of all people
Cast the first stone
For all of my sins
Did you 4get
That you were there
When you introduced me to this madness.
Addiction
Burden!
Now you turn your back on me
Like I’m beneath the very ground you walk on
It hurts…
Because I thought
You…
Of all people
Would understand.
Now you just walk away
Leaving only my footprints in the sand!
Alone
Cast away…
Left to battle these demons alone
Nothing a pill can’t handle
Take me away from this….
Only to come down…
And deal with the same madness.
Come back to me
Let’s take this struggle on together
I’m lost without you!
Smiles no longer caress my face
Just dark thoughts
Invade my space!
Come back to me…
I’m lost without you

© 2012 Craig Watson

Touch

Touch

Let a thought
Take you there
And let your hands
Take you beyond
Your muse…
Can be whomever u like
However
I hope I can be the muse
That helps u take flight
Imagine your hands being mine….
Make me touch you
Where you need it the most
Exciting every nerve in your body
Never undermine the power of
Touch.
Close your eyes
Pick a place
And mentally
I’m there.
Endearing
Intriguing
Lust is in the air.
No one is around
You’re alone
Silence…
You can feel the vibration
Of my voice
I’m within an imaginative arms reach
You hear me
Without speech
You feel me
Without my physical touch
Mental caresses….
Imagine
The sensation
If I were to suck on your breast
Imagine
The chill defining moments
If I were to manipulate your clit
Imagine
The knee buckling
Heart fluttering
Lovemaking
If I were to actually enter you.
I can help you
Help you
Make you feel better
Than you ever have….
Especially
If you let your imagination…
Take you there
There’s nothing wrong with it
That unspeakable “touch”
When it comes down to it
Only you
Know what truly turns you on!

© 2012 Craig Watson

Silence

Silence

You make
What would normally be a day to myself…
Drag!
I don’t know what to do with myself.
I have officially lost it.
I find myself
Longing for your scent…
Longing for your lips…
I thought the water was shallow
So my first step…
Proceeded without caution.
& now I’m submerged
You’re holding me under…
You wont allow me 2catch my breath
You have flooded my everyday life
With thoughts of only you
Visions of Love
A great Love
I can’t wait until the next time I can see you

© 2012 Craig Watson

Sin

Sin

Everyone has demons
But have I become one
Darkness is creeping within my realm again
I’m not sure if I want to turn my back this time
Have I been running from something
That’s meant to consume my entire being?
Good has its perks
However
Bad…
Is no longer frowned upon.
Untouchable
Bulletproof
My pupils aren’t abnormal…
The redness
Represents the darkness.
Some call it evil
I call it a way of life!
I’ve never been one to glorify stupidity
But this nonsense
Seems to subside my anxiety.
I feel…
I’m me.
But at the same time…
Hate is taking control of me.
I just hope it’s not the end of me!
A light
That’s been condemned to darkness
Pulseless

© 2012 Craig Watson

Sweet Tooth

Sweet Tooth

There are so many of you
Everywhere I look…
A tasteful treat
So many colors
So many flavors
No one above the other
Each of you are extremely
Sweet!
However
There was this particular delicacy
Left me with about 7 cavities
I couldn’t get enough
As soon as I would finish
Devouring
2 minutes later
I started salivating
Like I was a savage beast.
Tattoos all over
Sexy as can be.
If you didn’t know her…
Intimidating as ever
You couldn’t help but to think
She was nervy.
But to know her …
In the bedroom…
You can times that aggression by 3
So controlling
She wanted to grab it
She wanted to make it rise and fall
At her command
But it only brought the tyrant
Out of me
She was persistent.
Never let me catch my breath
Rest?
Her definition of rest was
Me covering her in caramel
Let it drizzle down her back
Letting it  reach every crevice.
And then…
Cleanse her with my tongue
Damn…
What a sugar rush

© 2012 Craig Watson

Confessions Of An Addict

Confessions Of An Addict

I want to ravish you
But I’m afraid
I may fall in love with you
Or should I say deeper…
I no longer care about the outcome
I know that you’re never going anywhere
Because it’s imperative that you’re in my life
I don’t want you
I need you!
You’re the sense in my train of thought
You’re the pulse
That you need to feel…
Indicating Life
Just thinking of being away from you
I’m lost…
In the past
A fear overcame me
I didn’t want to jeopardize anything
You’re a great asset to my life
But like I’ve said…
I’m no longer worried about the outcome
You’re going to be around forever
No one could ever say anything…
I will forever love you!

© 2012 Craig Watson

Sleepless

Sleepless

I want to tell her
I love her
All day!
But she doesn’t hear me…
Maybe she doesn’t want to hear me.
I want to kiss and caress her
Every night
But I try to engage…
& she selfishly doesn’t want to be bothered.
I have a companion
Yet I’m alone
Thoughtlessness
The worst kind of neglect
Issues I’ll never be able to understand.
No communication…
She’s always occupied.
Sleepless nights
Yearning to be with her.
Not just passion
All aspects of affection.
We’re lying next to one another
Silence fills the air
It’s freezing in my home
Yet the heat is working fine
No desire for anything
Just lying there
Expiring time
Where has the love gone
I’m lying here in disbelief
As I find myself alone
Reminiscing on our indifference
On the matter of
What’s important to ME…
Those were the things she has been saying to me…
All along!
Another love lost.

© 2012 Craig Watson

Numb

Numb

Sex Drugs & Rockin Roll…
Doesn’t begin to define
You and I
So above the clouds
Only mental flashbacks
Can bring us back to our misty reality
You’re phenomenal!
You truly complete me
Erotic
Adventurous
A deadly combination
Lets Overdose on ecstasy!
Let’s walk on the border of death
And let adrenaline
Rush us back to life
Pick your drug of choice
Lets enhance our night.
There is no stopping you and I
I can’t begin to think of a LIFE…
Without u.
No fear in anything
Risks are constantly welcomed
U bring the beast out of me
Fearless
Careless
We were meant to be.

© 2012 Craig Watson

Hopelessness

Hopelessness

A ticking time bomb
Ready to explode
At any given moment
Just sitting
Brewing…
I’m steaming
But it’s invisible.
It only surfaces
When I’m alone.
I’m tired
Tired of screaming
Tired of not being heard
The only person
That can push the right buttons
To make it seem as if I’m being controlled
I’m mentally drained
A pounding headache arising
I need to leave
Not you…
Just from you
But it’s you
That I can’t seem to shake.
So I just deal…
Deal with you and your set ways
Talking over me
As if my points
Are pointless
You feel what you feel
So nothing else matters
Nothing seems fair
I’m trying to save face
I feel that I’m at wits end
Prove to me this isn’t a mistake

© 2012 Craig Watson

Inseparable

Inseparable

Our connection
Is like nothing I’ve ever experienced.
You’re great
And I’m happy to have you in my life.
If the thought…
Or moment of us…
Should ever have to slow down.
You should never feel…
Sick
Lonely
Or scared.
Because effortlessly…
You have me!
You have to know it
You have to believe it in your heart.
I feel
Even death…
Can’t keep us apart.
You don’t have to worry about a thing…
Even if I disappeared for years…
You have to realize the impact that you have on me!
It doesn’t allow a time frame to exist.
A love without limits…
It’s you that I can not resist!
One may ask
Why aren’t we an item?
So Inseparable

© 2011 Craig Watson