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Fear

Fear is foreign
When you are around
And now that I know and have you
My only fear in life
Is to lose you
Therefore…
I’d do anything to keep you
There’s no end
To the rage that would overcome me
In order to assure your wellbeing
There is no darkness too deep
Death holds no weight
For the depths I’d go for you
You have the core of my heart
You say the word
And I’ll see to it
That whatever it is
Gets done.
I’m infatuated
I desire to please you
You heighten every sense in my body
I feel in control
In every action I make
Until you look at me of course
Or touch me
Especially when you touch me
That control …
Is given to you
You control me
And I trust you with that power over me
A powerful woman
You’re the mastermind
Behind my actions
You rule me with everything you do
Compatible in every way
You make me feel invincible
Any task can be overcame
Any obstacle can be completed
As long as you’re with me
There is no fearing
Anything

© 2013 Craig Watson

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A Man

A Man

You feel it
I conceal it
No proof it’s even there
But the feeling is so apparent
You can’t stray from the thought
It has taken control of you
I love you
I just don’t know how to explain it
Just…
Looking for the imperfect time
Because no time
Is ever a good one?
I don’t want to do this
I don’t want to hurt anyone
And that fact…
Stops me dead in my tracks
Disappointment is inevitable
Broken hearted
Prayers for strength
Because I feel I lack
The necessary courage
To speak
I’m weak…
So I continue to sit and wither away
Rotting from the inside
Pretending to be something I’m not
Whether it’s my happiness
Whether it’s me just being me
I’m not free…
Caged…
For the benefit of the smiles of others
And in the process I’m losing myself
Who am I?
I no longer know
All I know
Is I am a man
An imperfect man
I would like to think I’m supportive
But in the midst of supporting
My support
Is dwindling beneath me
A husband
A provider
A protector…
It’s said that a woman’s job
Is never done
But being a man that takes on so much
I can vouch that it’s the same for us
And I don’t even know who I am
I’m lost in a world of complacency
A set schedule
To do what’s required of me
And if I’m a second too late
The world falls off its axis
I’ve lost me
Jaded

© 2012 Craig Watson